I ******* hate new years eve. I decided to go to a friends party. My gf couldnt go bc her grandma wanted her to go to church with her for 5 hours, which I was a lil pissed about bc I never get to really do much with my gf, no where near as much as I want to.

So I got plastered(I wouldnt have drank much at all if she was there, shes much more important to me than some damn ) I talked to this girl and walked her to her car, we kissed my girlfriend found out by someone else, although i was planning on telling her.

I ******* hate myself right now for hurting the most important person in my life. It has to be the most stupid thing ive ever done. Shes my best friend and I pull this **** on her.

On top of that, i drank after i did it bc i knew how bad i fucked up, im never drank that much before, i cant even hold down water. I deserve a lot more than that for doing what i did, and sure as hell wish i hadnt.

this isnt right, its all fucked up

 

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Doom on you....doom on you...DOOM ON YOU

 

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at least you got drunk. I didnt get a single drop of alcohol or THC in my system last night. BAD PARTIES SUCK

look on the bright side its not like you stuck your pee pee in her as long as you didnt have your tongue in her windpipe I think youll be alright


[Modified by WR93EG, 6:54 PM 1/1/2003]

 

...and what the **** should i do about it? i should kick your *** buddy

 

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was the girl u kissed hot?