ok rebuilt the motor after turbo tore me up and now like 2 months later my car is shaking so bad but only under a load and not under braking of just rolling, it is like a clunk like some thing hiting some thing really hard... causing my front end to shake back and forth any ideas

 

I'd look into the engine mounts. Maybe they forgot to put one back in (rear is IMO the most likely culprit), causing excessive back and forth rocking of the engine and shaky idling. Corresponds with the no load = no shaking and the clunking sound.