ok rebuilt the motor after turbo tore me up and now like 2 months later my car is shaking so bad but only under a load and not under braking of just rolling, it is like a clunk like some thing hiting some thing really hard... causing my front end to shake back and forth any ideas

 

motor mounts or inside CV joints.

 

the axles seem ok no greas or cracks or anything so maybe internal damage and i checked motor mounts and all tight in good shape

 

Quite possibly. The inside CV's tulip joint could be worn down from hard launches and whatnot. The only way to check the inside CV is to pull the axle off and rotate the inside CV while holding the shaft to see if there is any play.